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[07 Apr 2009|01:15pm] if i have anything to do with it, i'm never getting close to anyone ever again. [2]| Go!

[14 Nov 2008|04:15pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Minus the Bear ] Oh, right, I guess I should at least update this when something kinda big in my life happens. I've had a boyfriend for a few weeks now, I guess you could say. I like him a lot, so I think I'll keep him. :) I could definitely say more, but I just don't feel like it. [2]| Go!

[29 Aug 2008|02:03pm] [ mood | nervous ] I quit smoking pot. :P I don't have an appitite anymore, and when I do eat I feel really sick for about an hour. I can't sleep very well anymore, either. And this was a good idea, why? Bleh. At least I have my mind back. Other than that things have been really good. :) Radiohead was SUPERFUCKINGFANTASTIC. My god, I can't get over it. ps. I love that my cat follows me all around the house. I just wish she could talk. I always look at her and expect her to say something hahahahaha. [3]| Go!

[25 Aug 2008|02:29am] Excuse me while I crawl under a rock to watch how this one turns out. hahahaha. Go!

[18 Aug 2008|11:27pm] People in relationships annoy the hell out of me. Maybe I'm just bitter because it's not me. But no, it's annoying. [6]| Go!

[12 Aug 2008|11:17pm] [ mood | sleepy ] You know, he would probably make a better roommate than me. You spend more time over there and with  him anyways. Just saying. Go!

[02 Aug 2008|02:37pm] [ mood | sick ] I can't wait to start new next year. I'm not going to miss anything here. I'm really not. No offense, but I'm just over my life in San Diego. I'm not happy here. Maybe I won't be happy there either, but I sure as hell can try. [2]| Go!

[01 Aug 2008|12:39am] One day it would be nice to actually be happy. Go!

[28 Jul 2008|12:07am] I stand out because I don't. stfu, it makes sense to me. people are just too nervous of my to say anything. :) That's my posttitive thought [4]| Go!

[26 Jul 2008|04:34pm] [ music | The Raconteurs - The Switch and the Spur ] I forgot what it feels like to be noticed, I think. o.o I don't stand out, I'm just there. People don't care to pay attention. Stand me next to my best friend and I don't exist anymore. (not saying that to offend, because she always notices me haha) Don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed, negative or unhappy. It's just something I've been thinking about. Do I stand out? I feel so bland and boring, and I'd rather not! hahaha. I tried to word this as best as possible without sounding whiny or pissy, because that's not what I mean to do. I think I just need a little more confidence and a lot less paranoia. Go!

[05 Jul 2008|03:56pm] [ mood | happy ] .  Go!

[28 Jun 2008|10:57pm] [ mood | drained ] lolz. Shit's funny. But only because if I don't find it funny, I wouldn't be too happy of a person. Recent strike two against me. Haha. What's three going to be?! I have a really crappy headache. Go!

[19 Jun 2008|04:19pm] [ mood | happy ] Last night = best drum circle EVER. I don't even have the words to explain it simply. Oh my, this Irish boy. :) Go!

[09 Jun 2008|08:57pm] [ mood | amused ] Next time I hear/see someone use the word "tat" in normal context (not just to make me mad, because I don't care then) I'm going to find a baby and punch it. x.x It's uglyyyyyyyy. [2]| Go!

[27 May 2008|04:48pm] Dear life, Stop fucking around with me, please. love, Arielle. I'm so fucking done. [4]| Go!

[21 May 2008|08:47pm] i'm lonely. what the fuck else is new. [15]| Go!

[18 May 2008|08:17pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | The Raconteurs - The Switch and the Spur ] My heart hurts and aches and feels empty, plus I feel nervous. I don't know why. Hi, please stop. </emo> :P Go!

[15 May 2008|11:29pm] Lately I feel like my friends aren't really my friends. I just wish they wouldn't pretend to be. [2]| Go!

[27 Apr 2008|08:03pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Oasis - Live Forever ] I think it's better off that I don't get to say good bye. It wouldn't be fair if I did. I just have to let it all go. Kay. Go!

[16 Apr 2008|12:13am] [ mood | numb ] my body aches for touch. not in the sexual way, just in a nice way. it hurts. it's been so long. lol i'm silly..... [1]| Go!

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